sad farewell parties
i asked about real dramas and was replied:
last night while trying to sleep a mosquito buzzed in my ear and around me. i felt the planets shifting. before bed i saw a video of Luna MIguel reading a poem titled “museum of cancers” during this my body scrunched up and i myself felt sick. on facebook jared van fleet uploaded a photo of himself growing a moustache. i went to the bathroom and read woody allen’s philosophies. couldn’t drink any wine after that.
made this painting for my friend emma’s friends birthday. this is them having fun.
today was like this.
yesterday was too
todd is making our Extreme Gelati website better. he is coding. he does clean codes and i straighten my back during this. big breasts are easy to handle says no one. had fat free ice cream that my sister bought. someone played Sky Ferreria at work over the Dirty Beaches today. i reacted by expressing the words ¨vomiting in my mouth¨ loudly. i caused a small scene. when my hands are shaky i think of my grandmother. my vanes remind me of her too, they are sea foam green and very visible.
ask me if i drink weeks old wine to relax.
i am google imaging “sharks”
i spent four hours in a hair salon for a free haircut and almost made the student stylist cry/ was weird cause i kind of felt bad kind of didn’t.
was windy today. almost got blown into the street while walking. was 30 minutes late to school cause i needed to buy a jacket. buying a jacket was priority. spent 100$ just like wham!
reading books again. read books when im sad and get sadder. reading books when im happy gets me sad too. need to read more magazine articles and internet stuff instead of books, sometimes, i think.
working on too many things bit by bit.
not enough things though.
make a lot of promises because i like being that girl.
wine taste alright by now. you can try to do what i do. the trick is to think like nike’s slogan ” just do it ” ” si yo puedo”
SI YO PUEDO HIJO DE PUTA
SI YOOOOOO PUEEEDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOO